sorry its been so long..not like ne one reads this ne more anyways...im addicted to facebook so i dont really got on here much...

its so wierd how i used to be on here everyday a few years ago and now i get on every few months...

things have been rough lately financially...i never thought i would be this close with money...idk what to do..i feel like all i ever do is work and i have nothing to show for it bc it all goes for bills..GRRR :( 

things with ryan are great..in 2 months itll be 3 years..hes my one and only...we've fought alot lately but mainly bc im jelous lol  and im starting to get really nervous about him going off to school...im sure things will be fine but im just afraid that maybe he will find someone else and forget all about me and i dont want that.. :( 

school will be starting up again in a little over a month...im kinda ready but at the same time i like not worrying about schoolwork all the time... ARGHH lol...

umm other than that i work and babysit and try to see ryan once a week but that doenst always happen..

we're goin to a concert in a few weeks  its the projekt revolution...linkin park, hawthorne heights, atreyu and a few otheras will be there :)

hello..to all my readers :)   it has been along time since i have been on here..i dont really have much time bc im always at schoo land work :( but classes are over in a few weeks then im ready for summer and work and having fun with ryan b4 he goes to ohio state.. :)   im not ready for him to go but i think things will work out just fine...our 3 year is in september and were thinking of going to a fancy dinner and watching the lion king on broadway...tell me what u think of that or if u have ne other ideas... :)    well im going to take our dog to the vet..will update later

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def been a little longer than expected since i last updated..   i have finally gotten all settled in at the apartment and i love it. i love living on my own and making my own rules, i love having 2 of my best friends live with me, i love not having to listen to soneone tell me what to do all the time.  im actually back at my parents house for the night and it feels so awkward being here. little things that they have said to tonight has annoyed me so much and it makes me realize why i moved out. we get along alot better now and i love it.  i havent been back here since i moved and i feel like my whole life is gone and i can never get it back . ive almost cried a few times bc im not used to ssuch a big change in my life, its not a bad change just something thats take somer time getting used to.  i still talk to my mom everyday i love her :)       ne ways school is going really good and i love my job :) lol and other than that i usually go out on the weekends and have some fun :) lol        other than that my life is nothing..i have prom saturday with ryan  im not really excited but i want him to be happy then im getting my haircut sunday so im pretty pumped about that lol  :) 

well im out

update coming soon

moving in 10 dayss!!! :) i am so pumped!! lol

things with my life are perfect right now, i have a nice job im going to school, i have ana amazing boyfriend and im moving so i get to be independent...as far as im concerned thats all thats important to me right now....

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